I can’t sleep. For the better part of a week I have been battling an unforgiving viral what-have-you passed oh so generously from my little one. Within the woes of my sleepless motherhood, I came here to read, and read I did. In so doing, I familiarized myself with a Columbia educated writer who took my breath away with her rhythm and word choice in a longread depiction of “Lolita”, the 1955 controversey written by Russian-American novelist Vladimir Nabokov.
It was in this moment that I realized my writings were still jailed up by my defense mechanisms.
With pressure in my ears, I realized I remained overly cautious and concerned about who was reading my thoughts. I gathered that, despite my introspection, I was sticking to the facts of my ability to convey previously published information rather than swimming in the candor of my own growing pains. The truth is it benefits no one, namely myself, if I continue to cloak my craft in academics and resource referrals. Not only are my readers subject to a skimmable quality, but I also rob myself of the truly therapeutic organics of simply writing.
Moving forward, I vow to share fewer links and more natural story-telling. I vow to honor the space I’ve invited you all into with genuine reflection, memories, and thought-strings. If I lose a client or employer on behalf of this conviction, then so be it. To hell with the consequences. I am done operating at face value on a platform designed to engage others in either shared conquest or rage. If you hate me, I have still done my job as a writer to provoke. So, I remain resolute in my high-mindedness.
If you’re still here, I suspect a shift is occurring. I suspect you’ll appreciate my 3am content all the more, and I will be better for it.
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